Day 135: Hope

“Hope is the only thing stronger than fear.”

I’ve been having a hard time writing posts lately. It’s been a tough week and I can’t seem to get out of my head.

At work, I’m training a new employee who absolutely has no desire to learn the job. I have trained two other people for this job and both were willing to learn and strived to excel in the role. Maybe this guy thinks that because it’s a four month contract he can just slack off… I don’t know. Or maybe, since his dad got him this job, he thinks he’ll just be able to keep using his dad’s connections to get him another one. It’s frustrating but I guess I need to remember it’s only for a few more months.

Aside from work, I also feel so lonely these days. I’ve been trying to keep moving forward but I can’t shake this feeling of sadness. This blog is supposed to be about finding the positive things in my day and I’m struggling this week to do that. As hard as it is, I’m going to hope for the best and let that little ray of light continue to guide me (hopefully in the right direction).

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